MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Friday, September 22, 2006~~

Was so exhausted frm activities the past few days. I went for Poly Forum 2006 and tis year indeed was a year of highs and lows sia. Didn't exactly wanted to join cos i went last yr too. But my tcher sorta conned me into it. And as far as i tot this yr, being a student facilitator i get more previleged, we all std facs, were taken in as the SGW - "Sai Gang Warriors". Ha. Attendance, breakfast calls, gathering, discussions, games, and all aLL ALL we are to do. Sheesh, are we even paid with decent meals? nah.

Luckily my Sub sub-team was united and professional. Initially i got into a lil bit of trouble as i din contribute much due to my attachment. But i told them tt i will make it up to dem and i really did, landing myself into a lil bit of trouble here and there and it was all worth it, cos their efforts were recognized by the Minister Teo Ser Luck, i tink, later. Congrats sub theme 2.4, i m proud of U. At the same time, i've made great frens wif the std facs as most of us were participants from last year and so tis yr, being the pool of sai kang pple tgr made us noe each other even better. haha.

Anyway, i hated the reflections part as we had to do it for EVERY activity. I mean, um, do we even need to tink abt y we hav to go for breakfast if we are so darn tired the previous nite rushing thru a stupid ppt jus for the HOST poly to look good and successful? Some reflections are redundant and i didn't care.

To end the topic of PF '06, it was enriching, but at the same time, made me even more sure that politics and economic issues weren't my style as i was easily aslp when we came across those during the forum. Nvrtheless, social issues i got interested but i noe in the meantime i wud prefer to gain back abit of freedom to play and growth as a fun youth. haha...as wad some panelist had said " rules ARE meant to be broken" haha..oh no..Wrong takaway msg from it. =X

Went back to lab today and it was so nice to be back. I miss my days there simply becos talking abt national issues isn't my cup of tea. I realised tt i kept tinking abt my labwork, which is..gr8! haha. Oh, went back to NPS to evaluate intermediates too. ONly 5 turned up. Wat the fish. They tried on the spot i noe, but more effort could be added in to practise more regularly as they are the hope for tml. haha. Nvm, we shall see. haha..

So paiseh also, sorry to the 2 diff. persons whom which i PS-ed cos of PF and NPS. Tink they understood but sorry anyway. haha..

*为关心我的人而改是一种快乐。不过，好难。后遗症开始产生。不管怎样，我说过，为了值得我改

变的人，我会改。

*今天，也看到你的笑容，你的态度，我好安慰。=）

*对了，就是这样，普通朋友。好了。

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